This is for you, and you know who you are.
I wish I could reach out to you right now, look right into your eyes, and tell you how deeply sorry I am for not being more gentle with you. For not understanding how precious and valuable your opinions and suggestions and advice and friendship are to me, and making them a priority above my own selfish wants.
You are so beautiful to me, I cherish you, and I am sorry I did not treat your feelings with the respect they deserved.
I am trying to change, please believe that.
I do not want to ever hurt you again.
Truth be told, this is written to no one person, yet everyone I know. Through some experiences in the last fewdays, I have be given a glimpse at the power of words, and the power they have to hurt.
I am filled with regret at my choices, my actions, the words I have so carelessly spoken and written.
Am I ever going to be able to confidently represent the Savior that I so desperately wish to emulate? Will anyone ever be able to just look at me and know Whom I Serve?
The answer lies in my ability to recognize wrong, and seek out right.
Thankfully, I can call out to Him, seek His forgiveness, and begin today anew.
I pray that the Lord blesses you today and every day thereafter.